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The phone has been ringing all day yet I haven't answered a single call.

I was supposed to clean an apartment, go to lund to hang out with Mike and sell clothes on ebay but, as usual, whenever I feel cornered, I hide out.

Instead I've been waxing my legs and giving myself a manicure. Oh the priorities. But I need time off for myself from time to time. You know, when you are up and running, doing a million things, seeing a trillion people and spending shit loads of money you don't have, there comes a time when you just want to be by yourself.

This is the time and I need to think things through. I have been living on the edge, never knowing how to pay my rent, always running out of money and never being able to relax. I am so sick and tired of always doing everything and nothing. Never having a goal, just roaming around aimlessly, like a nomad. It's not like I don't love how I lead my life, otherwise I wouldn't still be doing so, but the constant hustling is like a zit near the anus, in other words, enervating.

Anyway. Enough whining. I promise to call you all later tonight. 

LOVE,

Bella